:: petal's masquerade ::

2009-06-16T06:14:00.000-07:00

~ a murderer back ~
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as she opened her eyes
those vulnerable lids dusted to flames
insanity once more fed her mind
no longer could she tame

her soul that was torn
torn to pieces into two
into fantasy and
reality so much more to pain

anguish burst her veins
melting her skin as poison drip
so deeply, screaming yearning for mercy

no matter her getaway to the realms
her murderer is back with a spear for a hand

who's smile she fear
who's laughter she hear
who's laughter's another spear

engraving its presence
marking that he's back! he's here!
as his laughter engrave deep in her mind

he's spear cut deep into her spine
paralyzing her escape

barely alive,
she begged and begged, soaked in tears for "death o' death,
..please take me in for all eternity..."
"for i petals shall serve u in hell,
please take me away from this reality.."

now as de murderer close in to her
he sigh and caress her cheeks,
"don't worry my dear, i will keep u here
very much alive..."
ending his speech with echoes of his deadly laughter

2009-04-24T05:29:00.000-07:00

~ fantasy nightmare ~
-----------------
eternal broke its promise to her dreams
pinches of nightmare crawled all over her fantasies
a sudden vicious swipe of pain bit her deep
so deep into her veins

electrocuting every single drop of liquid
every single drop of her twisted poisoned veins
yearned for mercy

yelling and yelling insane
violently her body trembled cold
still as ice
yet she still shook

agonized screams ripped her lungs
invaded into her nightmare
begging and begging her to break away
those electrical vibes
frying her dry

her heart beat out of her chest
pounding so hard she couldn't rest

looking through the mirror
searching for herself
the cold glass shone a dark figure
just when she looked, the image melt

everything's so vivid, so real
or it was her past she sees and feel?
haunting her shadows
stalking her soul

dragging her all round
into her dreams
into her world
into the realms of the dead
as the images flashed she hurled and hurled

confusing reality
confusing her dreams
confusing all fantasies
into a fantasy nightmare
an endless mind twisted dream

2009-03-19T00:28:00.000-07:00

~ bitter sweet ~
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detached from her hands
drifting further and further apart
as her tears trickle black
her emotions screamed her past

suffocating from the last kiss
on the corner of her blood glazed lips
her lungs flamed in grief
as she screams
her screams that shrieks
her screams that rumbles her memories
rocking vigorously
bruises carpet her skin, bleeding
reminiscing...

the comfort he once provide scribbled on her skin
the warmth he scar her body with
the renaissance he left lying
his whispers still echoes in her ears, ringing

so sweet yet so bitter
the vault once locked, lying so close
now wide open vacuuming her
trapped, enclosed, cold, lost

hysteria injected her veins
"LET ME OUT PLEASE!"
her throat engulfed in flames
"PPLLEEEEEEAAASSEE..."

as endless screams echoed
bursting her ears
grasping what she could still hold
whispering in tears
"please don't leave....my love"

2009-03-17T23:49:00.000-07:00

internal burns stronger then external
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the profound flame burns
as the melting candles waxed her frail skin
immobilizing her movements
penetrating her veins in too deep

the burning sensation
burning intensely
burning into oblivion
burning for all eternity

her skin turned bright pink
kissing the smooth wax
as she leap not into a dream
but a nightmare

tormenting thoughts invading her soul
intimidating voices stabbing her cold
pounding in her mind
eating her alive

insanity entwined her insides
no longer could she find
the pain that triggers her cries
the pain that opened her eyes to lies

tranquil and composed on the surface
battling and bleeding inside
not from the candle wax
but finding herself fighting to see the darkened light

2009-02-20T05:05:00.000-08:00

~ beautiful facade ~
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tired snores en cave the chapel
as her thots stole a quiet moment
descending her way frm de chapel
nothing less but disappointment

dried red on her cheeks
illuminated in de moonlight
stabs of spears she sees
blood cries, stained lies
blinded and bound towards such a life

even so, Mr Cellist presence
she doubts his words he swore
her crumbling confidence
detached from human relations once more

she pins her eyelids
opened them once again
thinking deres trust but once more, deceived
dark fluid gushed and stained

de unbearable torn in her flesh
de unbearable torn on her skin
de unbearable scars she bears
de unbearable scars that inflict

physically mentally emotionally
what else has she not feel
while now she swore in de name of Isis
for she will eliminate but not heal

as there isn't a possibility of that no more
eliminating her feelings, emotions
eliminating her laughter, joy
leaving wit a null sensation

'lets all attend this masquerade..'
dead petals said.

2009-02-13T07:27:00.000-08:00

~ friday the 13th a valentines moonlight ~
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as she enter de hollow domain
black stained roses greet her entrance
a gentle voice across caressed her face
enslaved to de melody in an instance

though her hart bleed til deres no beat
an instant smile grew on de surface
a short dose of relieve
a short dose of love she taste

an unfamiliar instrument locked her soul
an unfamiliar dream she sleep
not de cello
nor is de figure, Mr Cellist

"Azarius.."
his fingers paused as he whispers his name
every full moon he plays
as dead petals wonder whos art lingers these walls
whos art crawls de walls of de chapel's hallways
whos art arose only in de full moon

"Azarius.."
de artist identity weaved in her brain
" a beautiful piece goes with beautiful name"
as she adores his flowing fingers, his awe and grace
only so rare she found his domain

on de full moon of friday de 13th
de eve of valentine's evening
where she found an artist play
where she sat and leapt into a fresh dream

Dedicated to Azarius.
Thank You love, for the beautiful evening.

2008-12-25T06:27:00.000-08:00

~. midnight masquerade love .~
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"oh! Mr. Cellist the night is beautiful, what awe swallowing reality"
"yes my love, our fellow mates are waiting"
"shall then we return to the chapel i'm sure you are thirsty"

the pale shade of a full moon hangs high
representing the perfect moment
the perfect moment, for another glorious mass murder tonight

celebrating blood with never ending dancing
draining all red into their fountains they drink
as their victims fall into pits of flaming misery
as they watch them plead for mercy

what joyous occasion
what bloody scene
which pleases their evening
which pleases their great blood filled queen
de melody feeds their mind like ecstasy
de moonlight tt beholds what they seek
de red tt devour their thirst, feeling de sweet candy

as de lovers locked their hands once more
"can i have this dance, my beloved rose"
what grace as they vow their love wit every step
bind wit beautiful bond without any flaw, without any mistakes
synchronizing their love wit blood and dance
a perfect blend
alike de lovers, what beauty they present
de midnite masquerade

feeding their flair of blood
filling each others dead beating hart
wit endless kisses of mutual trust and great lust

2008-12-24T08:44:00.000-08:00

~ hunters' night ~
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starring into the dead end space
where her poor innocent victim awaits
that sweet burning aurora caress her cheeks
that scent spreading like a disease

her mind swirling once more
rolling her eyes de wind that blew bliss
dragging her lifeless soul
drawing nearer and nearer
"what a pity,"
as her cold whisper rot her victim's ears

turning all black and grey
as she begun child's play
piercing his sockets with her pointed fingers
abstracting his bloody eyes
as he screamed with such remorse, such pain
his screams that locked his filthy lies
as she stared hard into his face

laughing and smiling to herself
what a satisfying play
stabbing, twisting, slicing and slashing
blood painted her pale lips bright red

his blood so exquisite
tasted so lovely
so thick
so rich
as she cherished every single drip

watching his miseries
turning into a silent dream
"rest in peace.."
imprinting in his mind before he dies
her last words haunted him
as his life bid goodbye

2008-11-28T08:34:00.000-08:00

~ blood for celebration ~
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swirling on de rotten dance floor
as blood pours from their victims' body
and all screams for "MORE!"
shall all dance tonite sinkin to de melody
all screams "tonite, we drink frm de lord! "

a sinister scent arises de atmosphere for celebration
celebrating de return of de queen of de damn
as she witness de awakenin of de great abomination
de deadly crowd went insane

dancin in awe
screamin in vain
watchin victims fall
victims beg for mercy in pain

de queen of de damn was insanely satisfied
insanely craving for more dead
"de moon hangs high tonite"
"we shall feast frm de lord's blood by midnite!"
announced de great queen
as they return to their endless dance enslaved to de melody

awaiting de hour to fufil their craving
tho that desire for blood taste bitter
yet locking her hands in his
soothed her flaming throat, whisperin to his ear
"kiss me my dear"
gently touchin her blood glazed lips

"de nite belongs to all and especially to u my love"
"shall we sing and dance till midnite we feast!"
as tonite de queen lifted that twisted curse

shall all celebrate de queens return
and commemorate a new born enterin de chapel
name dead petals

2008-11-25T04:55:00.000-08:00

~ chapel of de dead ~
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roamin within de realms
strollin closer ta hell
as she sings and laughed and skip and dance!
echoing her voice deep dwn every well
in search for her coffin and de chapel of dead

awakenin chaos; so as rising souls sneak out
as she walks dwn de alley, a voice accompanied
"deres nth to be afraid"
de icy breeze caressin her skin
as de mist escort her to her resting place
"where is Mr. Cellist?"

surfacing to her eyes, a chapel
de wonder in her eyes sealed her lips

"its called de chapel of de dead"
"where coffins are laid"
"where coffins are our beds"
"where we dance til de sun awakes"
"where dance parties never ends"
"so welcome young one to our clan,"
"ur coffin awaits"
whispering to her ears

anitcipated wit anxiety
her hart pumped more poison in her veins
turinin her all pale yet no pain
de mist turned into a masked man

"may i hav this dance"
he bows and offered his hand
"de pleasure is mine"
she replied
stepping towards de entrance
"de moon hangs high tonite"
he announced in grace
as de heavy melody plays

a dancing masquerade welcome them
"shall we dance to our harts content darling"
"shall we dance till de sun awake"

2008-11-22T21:48:00.000-08:00

~ war of misty realms ~
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her life once lovely
so beautiful
once ever so sweet
now ruined
as war scribbled its history
locking memories together with her sins

screams of sorrow echoed frm de aftermath
swirling reality into a nitemare
insanity stole her memories
replaced wit a deep grudge for revenge

her veins no longer blood
but poison runs her veins
as she sips silently
sunken in her blood she shed

souls of lying corpse rise from their coffins
inviting her into de misty realms of fantasy dead
longing for her cellists

but death o'death!
so appealing, so seductive

darkness wrapped itself around her
spellbinding her to grief
feeding her thots
poisonin her beliefs
taking her soul to beyond
sacrificing to misery

as she slowly cradle herself
closer and closer to the open sea
where peace lies within

bloody waves crash up upon shores
as de thick red liquid
drowned her to her ease

2008-10-15T05:18:00.000-07:00

~ vague ~
----------------------
winter fell and de blisterin cold bit her skin
strollin along de same beach
awaiting for everynight's moonlight
awaiting every single evening
where she opens her eyes and dream
fallin back to her fantasies

'i never wanna be awake'
as she waits for her cellist
waiting in de winter flakes
as he landed blowin her de sweetest kiss

heavy melody echoes
swinging his instrument
her heart once hollow
now filled wit ease

swirling..
dancing..
singing..
bleeding..
"snap!"

a flicker of reality slaps her face
realising all dreams were fake
not one bit of ease
not one drop of gin
de bottle was all empty

dusk broke
Mr. Cellist left her dreams
lifting herself
sighing in grief

walking into de realms of de dead
hiding frm de sunlight
hiding for reality
becoming one with de dead

2008-10-12T00:20:00.000-07:00

~ endless sins ~
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reality slapped her face like water
but she was never sober
locked away in her vault
creating more havoc and trouble

never could she spare a thot for herself
as every once she did
she always lost something
so precious indeed

And now she lost a friend so dear
into the clutches of her sins

never could she understand his movements
as he kept a wide distance
she tried and tried ta close de gap
was it her childish thoughts that pull her back?

"grow up child, or you'll loose everything."
said the great ones above
will there be a second try?
she ponders and drained her sockets dry

wonders on and on
what has she really done so wrong?

"let me make it up ta u"
she bends ta her knees
and begs to be forgive
but all ignores

has she done so many uncountable sins?
shutting the door of another fantasy
as she continues these endless nightmares
these endless sins

*written and dedicated to MR. D.J
P.S: I'm truly sorry

2008-08-01T00:02:00.000-07:00

~ the blazing wind ~

--------------------------

strolling along the beach

as her shivering spine broke and seized her journey

snapped back to reality

facing the solitary breeze

she lay on the shores

feeling so weak

locked in her vault

even though she lay near the open sea

what could the open ocean do?

when she's so lil' so meek

unseen fingers hold her close

she couldn't move

nor could she see

even though freedom awaits

standing together with her cellist

pitch black crept her day

blocking all views of her lovely cellist

there is no light, nor is there gay

slowly kissing goodbye to her beloved fantasy

struggling to free her dreams

her frozen tears carpet her cheeks

erasing her smile

erasing her feelings

left in the blistering wind

erasing all her bliss

2008-06-26T00:22:00.000-07:00

~ Insomnia ~
---------------------------------
"aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!"
the piercing screams
the cold murmurings
was stealing every moment she had with her cellists

who's been so sweet
so lovely
so loving
separated frm her dreams
from her fantasy
from him

shoving back to solitary
to misery
to her memories
to reality

slicing into her so deep.
awaken
so shaken
fallen all of a sudden

bruising every surface of her skin
breaking every fragile bone
awaken, still searching
then again, she realised he was gone
never again could she go back to her sleep
to her dreams
to dancing tgt in de wind
with him

every single night
she tears beside her moonlight
praying she could return
return to her cellist's arms

right by his side
right beside his cello
right before her favourite tree

feeling so cold
never could she return to her beautiful dream..
ever again..
bidding goodbye...

2008-06-12T09:45:00.000-07:00

~ voice of the cellist ~

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thunderous waves crashed against the shores
receiving sighs from salty breeze

the echoes called
" dance along with me.."
"please don't cry anymore"
"please let me calm you with a kiss"

those emotional words
these condemned memories

"let me carry you away with the winds"
she leap into another beautiful dream

shutting her eyes
the comfort she once felt
was swirling in her mind
there slowly she melts
freed from her cell
seated beside her favourite tree
swinging and singing in the wind

infront of the dark sea
the ocean's breeze sing
with her eyes shut she could finally see

the wonders of her dream
she has always wished
leaping of the swing
she starting dancing with her dearest cello
giving kisses to her loveliest cellist

"is it possible for this to last"
"forever together with you"
she asked...
"the answer lies within you my dear"
silently she continued her dance
locking her fears
into her vault so far
yet so close to her heart...

2008-06-11T09:42:00.000-07:00

~ false hopes ~
----------------------------
purple, red then all black
splotches of her thoughts flashed
everything spun into an endless dream
death glared furiously against the ceiling
awaiting to receive more cursing
but begging for more blessings
falling into the bottomless pit flaming with anguish
wishing she could flinch
flinch away from the horror in front of her eyes
every night she cries
in the middle of the moonless night
as she prayed to the skies
wishing she could just die
fading together into forgetting memories
fading together into oblivion
into the blistering wind
screams pierced and rip her beautiful world
into tiny fragile crisps
into a tiny ball she curled
grasp and suffocated by unseen fingers
she was fallen from her melodious dance
broken, fallen, withered
her sharp screams breaking the glasses of her dream
choking and dying for air to breath
will there be any left to ease
her cursed and battered soul
will there be a peaceful dream
will there be someone she could grab hold
shattered..still she wants to hope
something that is never there..
but she hopes...

2008-06-03T20:16:00.000-07:00

~ so vulnerable, breakable ~
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for what there is to live
while she lingered along the streets
of her broken memories and dreams
of her very well condemned demented past
burning intensely against her skin
the world was turning into a complete rust
the blazing pain in the piercing breeze
shuddering her fragile body
everything she touched wilt and withered to pieces
flaming her wounds into an endless nightmare
jeopardizing her senses
as nothing could seize her screams
and make her night come to an ease
she was so vulnerable
so breakable
but why was she never lovable
abandoned,
banished,
and shun away
a living outcast
every minute of her life was always a solitary moment
she was turned into sprinkles of dust
hoping and desiring for a moment of an enlightenment
as she danced in her fantasy that never lasts
her wings
broken,
stripped of her back
bleeding profusely another scar written on her
wondering when will she crack
when her limits are stretchable
yet again..
very vulnerable..
so breakable...

2008-05-20T00:48:00.000-07:00

~ very tears of desire ~
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silently bursting into the oceans
all de constellations piercing deeply her black pearl eyes
deploring despising her emotions
shall it be she danced along
in the quiet evening of autumn
a desire for love
a desire for warmth
the warmth of hope
all very well shining on her again
forgetin her memories of pain
her scars slowly disappearing into sprinkles of dust
dancing to all her will till her anger drained
stealing every quiet moment twisting into lust
wait! she says
staring in the reflection of the ocean
staring with bewilderment
loosing her balance of life that burns
falling upon her will
'am i goin ta loose faith in hope again'
but..then again
as long as she dances along with stars
collaborating with her partner..
the hanging moon her spotlight..
guessing..
'im gon be alright'

2008-05-02T07:20:00.000-07:00

* THE CELLO *
-------------------------------------
the hollow melody of the cello
caving in the walls
addicting the mind, body, soul
celebratin with the melody dancing to her fall
her poisoned blood cursed us all
shall it be the moment u become the pawn
her red eyes stares with vain, anger, pain
slitting her throat shall it be u ta taste
the enriching blood bursting through her dark blue veins
together with the cello playing
synchronisin each and evry step
dancing her way to her revenge
plotting her every move
ensuring no mistakes are taken
as she falls she swears to pull us all
the ones who caused her misery, sorrow, pain
making her go bongus, insane
adrenaline rush down the crisp of her thin breakable spine
the heavy melody playing forever in her mind
the energy source of her undying eyes
so remorseful,
so solemn,
so sinful ,
so beautiful as the music carries on
singing its melody with so much anger
yet so graceful
yet so deadly
ending everytink as promised with
a silent tear drop
and a smirk at the corner of her smile

2008-04-12T22:59:00.000-07:00

~ Anguish ~
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suffocating tears of misery
all the very of her demented past
columns of flaming pain
deepening wounds
slicing into fear driving insane
bitter kisses, rotting love
choking vengeance
bloody revenge
eliminating all emotions
drowning senses
leaving all emotionless
blood left dripping dry
hopes and dreams playing her mind
draining all possibilities
"shall u watch me die.."
death a desire
a way to ease her agonized world
where silence of the dead is heard
where death is a way of comfort

2007-11-29T07:45:00.000-08:00

~ graveyard tribute ~
-------------------
surrounded wit corpse
walkin thru de nite
she knew its her fault
dat they're lying dere dead not alive
ridin beside de graves
its a blissful place
closin her eyes she made a wish
wishin she could
lie wit these bodies
so dat she could repay her sins
of those dead as she made em sink
so sorry she felt
she screams and yell
yet no voice no sound came out
guilty as she felt
she knew its true
her death would bring peace
and cover all her sins
vengence would be taken
nth will ever be mistaken
her absence is important
to evryone so plaese be patient
she'll leave once her time has come
it wont be too long
as she wave her last goodbye to noone
and bids..."so long..."

2007-11-29T07:24:00.000-08:00

~ de meek silent girl ~
--------------------------------
de weakness in her eyes
she falls and cries evrynite
she hides and hides
showin somehow a brave side
pushin her fears deeper and deeper inside
each time she sits beside de moonlight
darker and darker
accumulatin her scars and tears of her lover
pushin pushin..addin addin
shes dyin and dyin
and cryin and cryin
and pleadin and pleadin
and bleedin and bleedin
wad shall it be onli u could see
de weakness...de tears..
de meek lil girl tryna get free
tryna let go her fears
but still she hides holds close to her hart
wishin to be apart
holdin on as tight as she could
still puttin on de brave side as she would
afraid to be seen as a meek lil girl
sobbing quietly in de corner
waiting to be wasted away
day by day
she shall wait
for death to be awake

2007-11-29T07:03:00.000-08:00

~ go ahead make my day ~
------------------------
de moonless nite hang high in de dark
leaving all hopes hangin frm sparks
her eyeballs fall when she sees
de light shining so bright all blinding
cos life shoved her far too long away frm de light
leaving all her hopes lost desolved during de fight
now she's lost
shes so gone
cos shes so scared
to open her hart
so closed up all so sad
wishin she could depart
opened veins
blood gushin
all pitch black all so dark
shes so scared so afraid
of de tolerance of de tension
de tolerance of her desolation
disappearin into oblivion
which all meant her salvation
shall it be her day
or wadeva u may say
death call its de way
of how she say "go ahead make my day.."

2007-11-28T00:47:00.000-08:00

~ silent tears ~
----------------------
secretly hiding..quietly holding
silently suffering beneath de veil she held
seconds minutes hours days..
shes sinkin fast day by day
desolvin in streams of tears
together her grief she flows and flows
accumulattin her fears
heavily sinkin tgt all her grief,memory,tears she hold
burnin scars..deepenin her soul
yet still she stands
smiling laughing jumping whining
dats wad de veil says ouside
yet silently shes dying..silently shes fadin
someone grab her pls b4 she fly
but will dere be a someone
oh yes deres no one
alone in de cold..waiting for her time to come
when will it be
she pleads and pleads
dun mind me pls juz stab her
and let her die...

2007-11-14T19:18:00.000-08:00

~ presence equals absence ~
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blood drips down her eyes
shes goin blind wit those lies
wearin a mask outside
bloody and painful inside
fading away frm her drips of blood
so many times so cut
now her arm filled wit scars
similarly to her hart
wishin she could depart
detatchin herself bit by bit
taking bottles of pills day by day
endin everytink lil by lil
looking for de rite one
de one she slps away quietly silently in de dark
as she knew she'll never be beloved
no one would notice her absence
no one would appreciate her presence
staring wit anger
she could take this no longer
holdin quietly waitin silently
for her nearby deathcall
she would pick
will den she slips away quietly silently
even if she dies infront of ur eyes
u'll definately smile and laugh quietly inside
no one would ever be bothered
by this pesky looser
as shes swept away wit anger tonite

2007-10-11T23:40:00.000-07:00

~ broken dreams ~
---------------------------------
everything collapse from this perfect dream
painting...no splashin it red
its been oways a dream nth tt all it seems
all bloody all red...only reads insanity
long lost long gone...wherever she may lay
de cold wind blew...sweepin her dreams away
bit by bit like these rustin leaves
racin by the side
crashing hopes devouring dreams
whispering...will she ever be fine
i doubt as i stand by
looking helplessly may she die
of cos i'll cry if she dies
understandin frm her misery tts eatin her life
sayin she wans ta die isnt loosin her mind
undertandin why she nids ta go
as she noe she'll be relieved frm this lies
she couldn't take no more
waving her last goodbye
as she cry...

2007-09-28T06:44:00.000-07:00

~ bet u'll love ~
--------------------------------
bet u'll have fun watchin
piercin her hart
smashin it to ur own child's play
bet u'll love watchin
de dead takin her away
bet u'll love watchin
ur presence rippin her soul
from piece to piece side
bet u'll be swept away
by de fact u ruined her life
bet u'll love her abences
love her sorrows
love her death
love she's left
love she's gone to nowhere
takin all shes got sorrow and all in despair

2007-09-21T05:51:00.000-07:00

~ drowning apologies ~
------------------
inmmobalised wit sorrows
suffocatin hart wit apologies
will u forgive her wrongs
will u help lift her soul
will u free her tears
will u capture those fears
holdin back she pleads
"please forgive me...please please"
"i'm sorry...i'm sorry..."
"but i beg u to smile wit me again will u pls?"
begs...pleads...yells..screams her hart out...
"....."
too much till leavin dying sobbing crying
drowin in her pool of bloody sins
dyin holdin tight her worst griefs
knowin forgiveness will not relief her
as its shall not happen
no ever not after remainin foreva
her sins drownin her
not forgivin her...

2007-09-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

~ dying with a smile within ~
-----------------------
watchin closely look at him go
sinkin into her arms her blue eyes
holdin her close
lettin all emotions flow
as de black rose peek
her tears streamed
but lookin at him smiling
as black rose secretly pray de best for him
quietly blessing
slowly dying...
leaving de world smiling
dying in black rose's coffin..

2007-09-13T04:07:00.000-07:00

~ taken too deep ~
------------------
took her hands faded away,
seeping too deep,
into the distance far away,
feeling the scars as she weeps
taken by the shadows as it sways,
drowned in blood as she bleeds,
tryin ta drain the pain,
is there a must to bleed?
shall it be love tt she needs?
but i doubt,
no one will be able to give,
as she was left to nth indeed.

2007-09-13T01:13:00.000-07:00

~ a black rose burial ~
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silently graceful,
slippin thru unseen fingers,
left seemlessly aimin,
at the rose she loves.
admiring the red one,
yet hatin herself the black one,
hiden smiles she given him,
but fading away shes already gone,
telling herself she'll nver get him.
understandin no one would love,
someone like a black rose within.

dedicated to BSPH,
P.S: i love you truly and will always stay that way..

2007-09-12T01:03:00.000-07:00

~ de hiden soul ~
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beats the battered child,
ask if she knew,
all u're doing if it kills,
but all she could say was,
"i could no longer feel..."
as too much enotions drowned her will
shall it be love she needs?
shall it be grief she feeds...
all faded in de hands of de murderer,
who could onli see,
the love for de child's misery.
screamed and yell,
she cried for help,
but all she sees was just darkness,
sitting in de laps of de murderer,
doing all she wans w/o knowing how she felt...

~ oways pretendin her smile...